That day in May when I tried Suicide medically I did nearly die collected, ingested all of my pills All Points Bulletin not for the thrill seizing not breathing a coma so bad Leaving my loved ones so scared and sad my lungs collapsed a tube down my throat and twenty IVs to keep meContinue reading “High Risk Behavior”
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The Plant Beast
17th November 2000 I recently had a consciousness-altering experience—at least I believe it was recent. I cannot be sure that I am writing at this very moment. I cannot even be sure that I am present in my normal reality. Appearance justifies no reliable reality at this point in time. All of existence may now beContinue reading “The Plant Beast”
The Light Fades
In the moonlight of the sunlight and the dryspell of the rain, One stands naught to gain. Darkness will bind The Lightness, lifting blinds; hindsight. As the light fades each and everyday My Light Inside seems to fade away.