My Eternal Abba

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My father passed away this Easter morning. I am definitely in Shock, Crying on the Inside, emotionally aloof, and about to go, “Poof!”

Muhammad Zafar Iqbal Gill, MD, was adored by everyone who was fortunate enough to know him. My Abba was a very private person.

It is not sadness that I am feeling; however, it is as profound as it is absolutely, positively unarticulatable.

Abba is Irreplaceable and He now more than ever exists withIn Me. InshaAllah my Abba will Rest in Eternal Peace.

Peace be upon you, Abba.

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In Arabic, Ayesha means Life--I am Woman--of Poetry, Poetic Prose, Photography, and the Creation of All of My Dreams, all of which end in Artistry. I have often been referred to as Enigmatic and Magnetic, but also Selfless ("to a fault"). Some call me an "m-path" because I am highly compassionate. I sincerely hope that you enjoy all that I have to offer. Thank you for taking the time to Read Me. I am Proud. I am Ayesha. With Love, Ayesha R. Gill عايشة رامازاً جل View more posts

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