Flashing Back to the past I ask I reply the answer is why did I try to end my life. Live allusion of death repressed oppressed. Did I try at fault or misfortune to cease to be body mind crying silently inside the guilt kills. Raynbow offers advice. I type, ‘Striving’ is Dying. I recall a sirens flashing ambulance oxygen mask tussionex emptied my flask grateful to Be FLASHING BACKContinue reading “From Red to Blue and Back, Flashing…”
Category Archives: Suicide
The Plant Beast
17th November 2000 I recently had a consciousness-altering experience—at least I believe it was recent. I cannot be sure that I am writing at this very moment. I cannot even be sure that I am present in my normal reality. Appearance justifies no reliable reality at this point in time. All of existence may now beContinue reading “The Plant Beast”
Phantom Dance
“I swagger the injury shield cloak, a flock of hummingbirds circle the same place I spoke.” -Yak Ballz of the Weathermen It’s after midnight in a mid-November moment and your roommates are not around – perfect time to do a little dance and we venture out with high hopes of increased intoxication, loudContinue reading “Phantom Dance”
