Flashing Back to the past I ask I reply the answer is why did I try to end my life. Live allusion of death repressed oppressed. Did I try at fault or misfortune to cease to be body mind crying silently inside the guilt kills. Raynbow offers advice. I type, ‘Striving’ is Dying. I recall a sirens flashing ambulance oxygen mask tussionex emptied my flask grateful to Be FLASHING BACKContinue reading “From Red to Blue and Back, Flashing…”
Category Archives: Poetry
The Language of Silence
Penetrate Sublime sighs of Surprise. Awestruck Ayes abide, A Sun-Ray’s Bride, I Do confide. Halos of Lies, appear, arise. Beams inside tried and tried fears Subside. The Abscessed Blame contaminates in vain. The Absence of shame Will Supersede pain, Transmuting my vein. Contrivances abate, paired-soles await… Impossible to placate. Two-Souls-Alleviate games disintegrate. Residual Pillars ofContinue reading “The Language of Silence”
The Plant Beast
17th November 2000 I recently had a consciousness-altering experience—at least I believe it was recent. I cannot be sure that I am writing at this very moment. I cannot even be sure that I am present in my normal reality. Appearance justifies no reliable reality at this point in time. All of existence may now beContinue reading “The Plant Beast”